想也想不到。

因為在意才會生氣，吃醋。

沉没不代表不在乎。

沉没不代表不知道

會沉没是因為太在乎，不想把關係變尴尬。

你，是最瞭解我的人。

你，是我最信任但的人。

你，也是我認識最久的人。

我怎樣想都沒想到你會騙我。

我不知道為甚麼就是忘不料你騙我。

對，那件事雖然小。

但，我就是不能接受你騙我。

姐妹當了五年了，很痛。

小學時，你騙我，我騙你， 我更本不管，因為當時我們都很幼稚，頭腦都不成熟。

但，現在都中二了。

你騙我，我怎樣都不能接受。

因為很痛。

你想都想不到我是用什麼心情，臉上留著什麼而寫下這些的。

Second day at Kota Kinabalu

Hmmm so today is the second day at here , still hate the bathroom -.- and today I killed two stupid big bugs and Idek what kind of bug is that first time see it .

So today wakeup at 7:45+ because of the stupid chickens keep kokokokok-.- and thn eat breakfast ! Breakfast was made my daddy n his fren ! After breakfast thn we go climb a 1/4 lil mountain and thn we go fetch another batch of daddy's frens ! And thn we go had spa :3 and it's goooooood haha 

And thn we had our lunch at someplace that idek LOL. But the food at there delicious :D after lunch we go museum don't know what museum is that LOL thn after that we come back thn go dinner again lo . Thn finish liao lo haha

Okay next part .

今天想到我到底该不该跟你分手… 我很累，累了被忽略的感觉，累了不被在乎的干呢，累了不被爱的感觉，累了不被呵护的感觉，对这段感情我很累… 却又不想分手因为不舍得，因为真的很爱你, 因为放不下，因为不能想像跟你分手后会是怎样… 但我已经逃避这个问题很多次了… 我真的不知道该怎么办… 我很忧郁你到底爱不爱我？ 你到底把我当成是你的什么？ 我是你的女朋友吗？我好像知道…

晚安。

Goodnight 

Picture of the day 

 

 

And that's all byebye (:

Happy holiday<3

Okayy today is the first day at Kota Kinabalu <3

Hahha it was very fun! <3 love it haha

Good scenery tho haha

This morning 4:20+ am wakeup 5:00am leaving home and 5:45+am reach Senai air-port . Eat breakfast for about 2 hrs . And 6:45 boarding and 7+am on flight (: 

And sleep for 2hrs and whn I'm awake , we're reached !

Once we're reach checked passport , take our luggage and after that we get on our PERSONAL BUSSSSSS!!! Ikr!! Haha personal bus! I was shocked once I know that bus is ours haha cuz it's my first time okay I'm sua kuxD don't judge ma haha

After that we go lunch eat kan lao mian hmmm nth special but still can eat :3 

After that daddy n his fren go giant but some grocery for our supper :> hahaha cuz I think we gonna stay until 12+? Maybe ? Hahha

After that we go moo moo farm hahah xD okay there fking smelly tho-.- cnt stand it really -.- and there got a lot of FLIESSSS  irritating flies -.- hahha but they keep moo moo very funny xD

And after moo moo farm we go a dunno what name de mountain HAHA walk walk and see see hmmm very pretty !!! Muacks Muacks love it <3 hahah 

In this journey Me quite busy on somebody's birthday surprise haha seriously I do until crazy hahha cuz got a lot of pictures 167 pictures!!! Hahah and needa collage it ! Hahha but worth it cuz she's my baby girls she's my everything Muacks hahha <3 

This is my fav selfie of da day!:3

And this the scenery I took today :3

That rainbow <3

And now all the lao ren jia playing majong haha 

And that's all for today (: sorry for my English hahaha my English sucks I know don't judge okay? Sorry >.<